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So glad that today is my Friday.  It's been a long slow week and really needing a break.  Travis and I are going to Springfield, MO for the weekend just to spend some time together.  So the kido's are staying with Grandma Colleen and Grandpa Brad for the weekend.  They are super excited.  I think it's because Grandpa gives them money for helping out.  Cyrelle says she will be sad because she doesn't like it when I go places without her.  I sometimes get the feeling she worries that I won't come back like other's in her life have done. Not mentioning any specific names.  But she always does fine and is always happy to see me when I get back.  She's my little baby girl and I know she won't stay this age for ever and one day she is going to grow up and want to go off and do her own things.  So I'll enjoy it while I can. 

Parker is just as cute as Cyrelle.  He loves to help me cook and last night said he wanted to help me clean (I think it was so he could get out of his homework) But he is always wanting to learn to cook and loves to help when he wants.  I miss the days when I'd wake up and he'd be staring at me right in the face laying in Daddy's spot after he left for work.  We still get our snuggle time but he's getting big and it doesn't happen to often.

Well I sold my car if I haven't mentioned before in hopes of getting approved for a house.  Well that didn't go as planned so we are saving it up and we are going to keep adding to it for a later date.  We will get a house one day.  As my mom tells me "You can't always get what you want exactly when you want it"  I know she's right but it would be so nice to have a home for us.

I'll try to post some new pictures I've taken recently of us and the kids her soon.  I just keep forgetting to upload them to my jump drive to bring them to work with me.

Here lately I've been really tired and not motivated to do much.  I need to make myself work out and excerise more but my motivation is just GONE.  I'm wondering if my anemia is getting worse or need to get things adjusted.  Right now I just take a iron vitamin daily and it's supposed to help but I don't even want to get out of bed in the mornings let alone do anything but rest.  I keep telling myself if I loose some weight maybe I'll be more motivated or in a happier mood sometimes but then again I don't do anything.  If things don't start looking up I'll go to the doctor and see what's going on I guess.

I hope everyone has a good weekend and I'll be enjoying it with my wonderful husband, so excited :)